It is 4.02pm now and I'm sitting in front of my laptop at home. It's called life devoid of CCA & Council. I hope to see myself studying, because that means that the school succeeded. Apparently they haven't (:

Doing commanding tomorrow, the last stage duty 40th SMExco will be doing. I wonder why I don't feel the melancholy of the graduating batch; maybe because the organization has changed so much it's lost its form. Or maybe all the drama I've seen from the seniors were just exaggeration. And I realize doing studying purely in school without any "distractions" is way much easier. Now I comprehend why CCA-less Legends perform so well in class. (any similarity to persons, living or dead, is purely unintentional and coincidental LOL) Haven't been exactly scoring for tests, should this be a cause for concern? :O

Okokok basically time flies everyone so mug hard, because you take O's once in a lifetime and it's too late to do anything once it's over.


P.S. Changed template ^^

Sec 4 life is ._.

Handover in less than 7 days, something to rejoice for most, but not all. Perhaps the school has successfully influenced us to concentrate on O's, the mindset for materialistic people. To think about it again, that is the penultimate factor the determines whether the school succeeded in grooming us to be Holistic people anyway. I guess this is the time to really let go, and trust the successor to continue the hard work and bring council to greater heights.

I really don't have much to say here, except the fact that I totally got owned in yesterday's badminton session. Graci invited Brenda and Pandora, who happened to be in the school's team and showed me why I wasn't on it lol! Oh and Mdm Hidayah's words have enlightened me cos I've started studying :O


All the best,

AHChoir, that was outstanding (:

Sorry for not updating for a not-very-long period of time lolz.

Well the run-in from March to April has been everything but smooth. Never knew elections could be so tedious, but I guess it's worth the effort anyway. Nevertheless, losing sleep is the worst and last thing I want to compromise because it sparks off a vicious cycle; i.e. never sleep = not alert = cannot perform = cannot absorb = frustration. In the end, though you get your tasks done, you get more undone work from the new day, and it continues. You reach the weekends dead tired, and if you let the respite go by you just like that, it continues for the whole week, term, semester, year. After much deliberation, I realized I've allowed such instances to happen, and sometimes due to small factors. It could be a trap of procrastination in disguise, but in any case it's time to stop it. Haven't been able to perform for the past fortnight, constantly failing to keep up in class. Sec 4 life is definitely taxing, but I feel 4A adapting as a class quite well. Priority should be to break free from this cycle, and get back on path hopefully.

Recent embarkations have seen quite a positive trend, as many of the sec4s should already know, the possibility of Prom this year. If the statistics go right, I'm confident we will be able to garner support and bring the pursuing matter to light.

Hey, it's time to step up to the game. You people say brilliant stuff, possess the potential, but refuse to step up. Do you think it'll work if you just think about it, talk about big philosophies and then take the backseat? If so, then everybody should go back to communism and work without a leader. Continue to back out, and you will face a scenario no different from the previous year. If you need to know the hell you will be going through taking that path, I am ready to testify. Or you could start getting wise and think about taking over. It's not something to be taken lightly, and detrimental outcomes will be seen if we choose the wrong people for the wrong job. If you need to be there to realize this, by all means. But it would have been all too late. And a gentle reminder, everything I do is for you people. And if you all fail to see it, less appreciate it, I'm fine with that. Just don't point the finger when regret sets in, because it's going to be something you'd never imagine.

This could be mediocre work for me. But I have been through it and I don't want anyone else to sink into the bottomless pit. With utmost sincerity, I want to provide the best headstart so that you guys have something that we didn't. Time and again I've tried, but I'm really tired already. And I think this is the worst disappointment of all. Last words;

Step up to the game.